Last week was very busy for me, had to slog for the exam… finally I took it on last Sunday, however {sigh}, and now since exam is over…I am feeling void in my life, it is difficult to comprehend things after something significant is over successfully. I remember last Sunday evening after the exam..when I was back to hotel…was tired.. it was almost mid night…was reading few messages and mails. I tend to realise how fast things are changing around me…anyways it is impossible for anyone to predict the future and re-write its destiny, I feel nothing! {void}
Yesterday was one of the big day in my life, was waiting for this day since last few weeks, frankly after I returned back to India…and it ended well, much of what I expected it to be…but then again paradoxical feeling that what next! It becomes even more confusing when things are not clear…don’t know about others how they take up situations like this….anyways I am looking forward to developments as they come….at times I feel I am imposing things that I shouldn’t be doing!
Probably by the end of this week, things should be clear….I never had confusion for anything….or any decision, and…I am just a normal guy far away from limelight and complex things…however, I believe its my turn to get into things for the 1st time and see if it works good for everyone….
Vivek Misra
